I was made to feel his sex drive was low and he is so sorry, blah blah blah. Now it's to the point of me crying and crying, 'Why don't you want me?' 'What can I do to change?'. In the last seven months, I have started to say 'I'm here why don't you want me'? But I get excuses or it gets turned around on me so I am made to feel bad. He faces away from me and turns his head to the side for my magical goodnight kiss. Nothing has changed with me, and I get nothing from him, not even a rollover for a kiss. It started as me trying to walk by him naked or spray my perfume on before bed, or sexy panties. After three years a person has been over-patient. I have tried and tried to start something but it's play-stupid and rollover game. It's him on his phone and I watch TV alone. I get the same smooch his mother gets! No tight snuggles, no lying watching a movie together. In the last three years, we haven't had sex. My boyfriend and I have been together eight years and it has been so amazing after ironing out the beginning, which should have just smacked me and clear then but nope. I didn't ever want to have to talk about this. We sometimes edit posts to ensure Click is a safe, respectful place to share stories and questions.
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